| You said we'd be friends for forever you said we'd hang out over the summer but none of that matters we always had another school year to see each other now we are seniors about to graduate what happens to us now? you say you want to leave you say you want to go out of state for college what happens to us now? we don't have another school year to see each other no more summers to hang out what happens to us now? we've been friends since sixth grade we've stayed pretty close we're the best of friends but what happens to us now? two friends torn apart two friends letting go. there's no easy way to say goodbye but we have to go. what happens to us now?we've been through a lot together. we've had our ups and downs but for the most part we've stayed close and never fallen to the ground. what happens to us now? i don't want to lose you but i know its going to happen. they warned me of this day i just didn't know it would hurt so bad. what happens to us now? can you answer the major question or will you become just another long lost friend. what happens to us now? |
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| I feel like giving up. I feel like letting go. I feel like the only place I have left is with God. I want to go "home" I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to have to deal with all of this anymore. "Jesus take the wheel, take it from my hands. Cuz i can't do this on my own. I'm letting go, so give me one more chance, to save me from this road i'm on. Jesus take the wheel."~~Carrie Underwood (american idol winner) That song is the best song ever made. God it's up to you now....tell me what i gotta do. Sorry i needed to vent. |
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| uuummmm nothing really too say except that school and work are kicking my butt. OH yea and that stupid bulletin that keeps going around myspace has gotten me depressed again. ooo speaking of depressed colleen-na me and you never had that talk :( . hhmm anyways. yea so i'll come out of this depressive mood soon. i've tried to hide how i felt for so long its not easy to hide things anymore. but it is easier to hide things than tell people how you really feel. i don't know i guess i just need to talk to God again. He'll get me through this yet again. he's probably getting sick of helping me out with this. i hope not cuz i need him so much right now. Well im gonna go lay down and talk to God. Goodnight or well good early morning ttyl. |
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| quick update been busy with work and school still busy with work and school no time to update this dang thing anymore will update later. this has been a quick and pointless update brought to you by me for you from me. |
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| Ok so i had my "minor surgery" today yea it hurt a little while they were doing but not as much as i expected but when the medicine wore off i was and still am in excruciating pain. pardon my language right now but this pain f***ing sucks!!!!!!!!!! and tylenol does absolutely nothing for me! So yea im in a really bad mood right now. Oh yea didn't mention this but uuhhh can't go back to work until maybe the 23rd and can't go back to school until maybe quite possibly the 21st depending on how i feel or well the stitches feel. uuugggghhhhh i wish the pain would go away. well i think im gonna go lay down i doubt i will get any sleep with the pain im in. talk to you all whenever i get back on. |
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